Blackened !

The devil lies in the details!

Either stay away, or know it all!

There is no Gray, either White or Black!

Look in the rear view mirror to take the call!

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The Pursuit of the Randomly Chaotic!

Every time is sometime a bad option

Option is also an option to choose from

To choose is to choose what feels right

To feel is the feeling of a feel

Taking a right doesn’t mean it is right

Odd is oddly odd

And even is evenly even

Left is where you left me

And to complicate I feel totally complicated

Life is all about living

And death is all about dying

To take is to give and to give is to take

Listening to the right tune is all about tuning to the right channel

Channeling a thought takes thinking

Thinking about you makes me think

Thoughts cross my mind like butterflies in a cloud of smoke

Who needs stuff to get high?

 

P.S : This poem is the generalization of the feelings of a chaotic mind trying to justify a randomly bad decision resulting in an extreme predicament!

Bon Voyage!

I keep waiting for the call. I keep waiting for the light. It is not real, I know. It is in my heart. It is pure, I know. It is the pursuit of pure happiness. It is like poetry, surreal imagination.

It will be a voyage of epic proportions. It will be a journey of my lifetime. It will arrive, soon.

I have heard that some humans longed for it all their lifetime, but it did not come.

But I am not afraid to wait. I am not afraid to grab it once it hints its arrival. The likelihood of its occurrence is highly unlikely, but the highly unlikely is always more likely to happen anyways!

This voyage will give me wings of imagination; it will induce the muscles of experience, it will fill the void of emptiness, it will empty my half-filled glass of water and fill it with somras!

This journey will push me off the edge and then I will fly over the fields of confusion and misery and reach the barn of intrigue and control.

The light will blind me of my doubts and I will smell the fragrance of clarity then!

The tunnel of anxiety will end and I will arrive at the junction I need to refill my calm at! Then I will carry on!

It will last a lifetime, and it will create the time of my life!

Bo Voyage, to myself!

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The Contemporary Revolutionist!

There was a time when he used to be free. Actually, there were moments. Small moments. Then things went wrong. He went to strange extremities to fix them. Some worked, some didn’t. He has a tendency to run, physically and metaphorically. So when it was the moment to fight, he ran. He ran far. He is still here. He has stolen his own silence. He wishes to run away, further. He wishes to hide, up there or maybe below somewhere. And never return. They say karma is a bitch, He says it’s just the payback u never expected! They say time heals everything, He says time steals everything and one learns to pretend eventually! They say there will be peace; He hopes to get a piece. The sorrow grows bigger when denied. Its becomes mammoth when not even recognized. They own hi m. They try to run him. So he runs away. He does not fight, because they taught him not to.

He dreams a lot, even when he is wide awake. He dreams of people dying. He dreams of living his life with the people he loves. He creates his own situations with them. He creates his own dream world. Wide awake. The good news is that he can still separate the dreams from reality. But he knows in sometime, he will lose that ability. Because when sometimes he thinks that something really happened, and it turns out to be dream, it scares him. Maybe it will never happen. Maybe it will happen tomorrow. Maybe he is not even reading this! He will come back to check later!

Fighting the Waves!

Sitting in front of the ocean shore, I said

It always felt like the other end was an unfolding!

It always felt like there was hope and wisdom there!

It always felt like the sun and the moon resided there!

With their warmth and cool, their hope and beauty!

And so, I started swimming, to this other side,

With thoughts of finding the treasure of my life,

With strokes of strength and loads of breath,

The waves became high and mighty on my way,

I fought them like a warrior with no dismay,

Sometimes, I changed my way to stay away from them too!

I did not stop to look, and I did not even take relax and soothe!

I kept swimming and fighting the waves, and forging my way ahead,

To reach this other side of forgiveness and happiness!

This pursuit took me almost all my life!

And when I reached there, I found blank, zilch, nothing!

It was the same place where I had started!

Now, when I think about it, the ocean was just some kind of mirror, very deep mirror!

Maybe, there was somebody on the other side who did the same,

And reached my side to realize my realization!

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Maybe you were not supposed to fight the waves! He said

Then what was I supposed to do? I asked

Maybe you just needed to be a part of them,

Maybe you just needed to stop for a bit and relax,

And look around, talk, listen, drown a bit and then survive again!

What a wasteful regression this has been! I thought!

Cheers to this thought! I will try it next lifetime, maybe!, I said

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The Altered Thoughts!

Towards the end of Today, feasting upon a delicious blog on EYELASHROAMING, my mind started to stray into a barrage of altered thoughts about the Altered Thoughts!

I replied to her blog, but still felt an insatiable  pinch in my head. So I decided upon elaborating my theory about the ‘Thought Deviation from the Standards’ here.

‘The altered state’ for me is an accommodation where some humans casually resign most of the time, when the utmost attention is required! I think it is a form of rebellion from the sub-conscious demanding a different tone to the present environment.

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A different tone could only be asked for, if it has been tasted before. So this form of sub conscious mental mutiny is subjective to a beautiful mind devoid of following any type of standards laid down by absolutely anybody! The change in tone could be a bird gliding the dull blue sky, a squirrel eye balling your eatables and making hand gestures you will indulge yourself to understand, a different greenish tint in the grass that soothes the eye, or maybe just the weird shape of clouds in the sky. The only reason to stay away from the present set up is to feel good. But, you know, you can force yourself to feel good with what is being presented to you, in front of you, too!

The only reason to run away mentally, that i can think of, is residual teenage angst! Contrary to general adult perception, I Absolutely Love It! It is not a blasphemous amount, but the microns of Juvenile Teenage Chutzpah that adds the delectable tint to your otherwise Basic Regulated Standard Life.

The altered state means not being submissive to the indulging antics of the surroundings which your indulgence is having difficulty to adhere to, but accepting it with your own Audacity.

Hallucinations are your own, take responsibility and make understanding!

A few lines I wrote a decade of mindlessness ago, I think, are needed now –

” The end will be the end. Well, the start was the start! It was always a thought to fly in my thoughts. It was always a need to stay in need. It was always an echo in my head, a thick smoke of ideas to be Immune and Exempt from the society’s Monkey-wrenching of my Indulgence. But now, I think it was just the Time, which took away the Innocence, the Honesty and the Thoughts! Now, there are Lists, and stuff to buy, and more stuff to Gobble! There is this Dire need to Struggle every moment even when you do not need to, Really! There is a False Excitement about something you do not even need to care about! And it will remain until the End arrives. And maybe, in the End, you will realize that it was all a Mistake, or maybe, you will still Gloat with what you did with your life. Finally, it will be your End and you will still be Unsatisfied. So why Worry today? Why do things that do not Matter to you anymore? Why live as a Puppet? GET OUT, and GET FREE!”

 

 

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